Surgery Anxiety

Friday night was crazy!  I got in bed at 1:00ish and could not sleep.  I laid there for almost 2 hours and decided to get up and watch a movie until I got sleepy.  As it turned out, I watched the entire movie - a great tearjerker, I might add - but still was not sleepy after 4:30!  I found myself thinking about the surgery.  Little things like: what will I look like afterwards? What should I pack?  How will I tolerate visitors?  Will I be able to work at all that week?  I finally went to sleep at daybreak - 5:30 Saturday morning - and slept two hours before getting up to take Sarah to a hair appointment.  Not a good experience!