So Long, Herceptin

I had my last Herceptin infusion today.  It didn't feel like my last though.  Maybe that's because I'm so used to having them every three weeks for the past year, or maybe it's because doubt is creeping in.  I hugged my RN goodbye today and promised to stop by to say hello when I'm there for my checkups. 

It's funny, everyone expects you to feel celebratory when you complete a milestone in cancer treatment.  But just like when I completed chemotherapy, I feel a little exposed and vulnerable.  I hope that will pass soon.